Internship

So i really want to go on internship this August. I really like the people who are going out this summer and i want to be in that class, but i am missing two classes that i need before internship. I talked to Phil about it today and asked if i could go anyway and he pretty much said no. But he said he will try extra hard to get me one for January. So i will still be out for a little bit of time with the class that will be leaving in August. And i can walk with them, which is important to me. Phil found one that is looking for a DCO intern in January but it's about 20 minutes away from Milwaukee and he said he won't place me there, which i'm thankful for. But he said he will keep looking for me. So it's kind of working out. I honestly don't know if i would be ready to go on internship this summer, but i just really want to. So we will see how it goes. I don't know if i could handle getting back from China and then a week later going to my internship. So it's better that i don't go this summer.

Dear Father,
Grant me patience for the future and help me to be satisfied with my current situation and not always look at others with envy or jealousy. Lord help me to see the little gifts and miracles in my own life.
Amen