I went to Camp Omega friday night for Outdoor Ministry class. it was more fun than the last time. But i found out some bad news that night. My grandma has cancer and it doesn't look to good. it is spreading and it was caught late. She should be starting chemo soon. I wish i was home right now, not that i can do anything to fix things, but i'd like to be there. I wonder what she's going through. She lost her second husband to cancer and watched him struggle through chemo. I wonder how she's dealing with this.
This year seems to be so hard on my family. So much has been changing. But at least i think it's helped my parents to grow closer together, i think. I really am worried about my family. i think that if the worst actually happens it will really tear our family apart. i just don't know what to do. i really feel helpless in this. i'm going to go home in 2 weeks to visit grandma and just be there for my dad and mom. i think this is really hard on dad (it's his mom). With dad just getting through cancer, i can't imagine how he feels.
well i'll stop rambling. please keep my family in your prayers.
Oh Great Healer,
Please grant healing to my family.Give them strength to get through whatever your will is. Please be with my grandma, i'm afraid that she may not know you, please show yourself to her. Be with my family through this and gives us encouragement and strength.
In your name,
Amen.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
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